Montana Wolf

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

Coyote Call and a Glimpse of Hell

It was fast-walk time with Teak. Dawn illuminated a flock of ibis wading in the shallow waters of Willow Lake. The glassy water brimmed with newly-arrived dabbling ducks. Migration seemed early to me. A friend recently said he was filling his hummer feeders twice a day. The autumn gorge had begun, as they fattened up for their journey south... to the extent hummingbirds fatten. It's two weeks early, he added.

Teak and I traced the shoreline as a family of coyotes split the soft silence. A wild orchestra of yips, yaps and yowls. They den on a near-by curve of the lake. Blessed neighbors. Their calls aroused the coyotes in a little nearby zoo. I stood still, caught my breath, and listened. The caged ones answered with lonely monotone howls, lacking the range and delicious variety of the wild ones.

Domesticity. If it doesn't take away the howl completely, it rips away the instinctual drama born of breathing free.

I smiled as I remembered the previous night's dream. I was having trouble tucking in my uniform shirt, my own little version of domestication. I hadn't tucked in a shirt for years until I took this seasonal job with the Forest Service. Yep, I've definitely had my writing wings clipped, as my morning ritual of candlelight and pen to paper has been exchanged for quick-clip walks with Teak, tossing together a lunch that centers around an apple, and turning the key in the ignition by 6:30 a.m.

But then I arrived work, and departed for the vast and varied landscapes of the northern Prescott National Forest called Chino. Some sections stark and lonely; others forested. My truck and I were most always on slow-moving, rocky 4WD two-tracks, keeping an eye to the monsoon-filled sky; sudden downpours that could strand me in slick mud or behind rushing washes.

Yesterday I arrived a ravine rim and departed on foot down a steep rocky trail into a canyon called Hell. As required, I radioed dispatch that I was on foot, as I checked the trail for use, trash and signs of resource damage. Once down, I made my sweaty way across hot dirt, eventually to a spring -- oasis pools of water surrounded by emerald grasses and cattails. Birdsong permeated the air. I was chomping into my apple when an unfamiliar bird call arose from a willow; a bright patch of red hopped from limb to limb, teasing me to get a peek. When I did, I recognized a Summer Tanager. My first sighting in years. Spirit howled (yipped and yapped) with delight. I almost skipped my way up the rough canyon wall.

More than happy to have given that shirt a shove and cinched the belt.

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  1. Always good to see your photos and read your words. The lake and clouds, so beautiful; likewise the hawk or falcon? And plenty to ponder in :

    Domesticity. If it doesn't take away the howl completely, it rips away the instinctual drama born of breathing free.

    1. Hello Nance, that is a young red-tailed hawk in the photo. A real beauty, who treated me to a soul-stirring call as I walked. Thank you for your words. Kiss Montana hello. Sigh, Christina

  2. Loved this...glad to walk with you on your day...